One More Year!

I know, my last two posts were just not me. They were too emotional and weird to be even written by me. But now, I'm all better. I guess I just have to be stronger and focus on the good stuff, the more important stuff. School will start in two days, but I'm way ahead of being busy.

I really don't know what to expect this year, seeing all the comments the Freshmen leave at the CASA multiply site, I can feel they are expecting a lot this year and I feel it's my job to make those hunches happen. The pressure is getting on me, but I know my executive board won't fail me and so is everyone else, most especially my friends and blockmates. I'm getting really excited to meet the Freshmen on Wednesday. I consider them to be very lucky since atleast they have the medium to meet their blockmates before the actual start of the school year. When I was in first year, I was very anxious on my first day. I decided not to speak too much, since for me, silence would make me immortal to saying the wrong things. Hehe! It was actually successful but my blockmates thought I was unapproachable, but all is well. Their first impression was the opposite of what I really was. Those were the memories. If I start to reminisce the things that happened 3 years ago, it would prolly be the start to a countdown to an end right? So no. It's too early, I'm not yet ready to face the cruel fact of parting ways, just like I did in high school.

Wow. I really am a Senior. One more year and my wonderful student days are over. One more year until I face the real world. One more year. *GULP*

No more.

I guess I should have ended my journey a long time ago. Akala ko kasi may pag-asa pa. Tama ka Maam G. Journeys should be put to an end. Never look back, ever again.

I tried to bury myself to work all day just so I can forget you.

I was successful...

But when the clock hits 2 in the morning and I'm forced to retire to bed... I start to think of you again because I have nothing else to do...

I guess my plan was a failure after all.

You are Missed.

Writing things down randomly.

*Yes. I missed you. It's been ages. How are you dear blog? Haha! I was almost on the verge of permanently shutting this thing down but the memories I've written here is something even money can't buy. Yes! May ganon?

*As I am writing this entry, all my social networking sites are open. I'm beginning the addiction for Twitter. It's fun to follow celebrities! Haha!

*My internship ended last May 23. I am so thankful that Ma'am Faye gave me the opportunity to work for her at TV5. I learned a lot from her, as a media practitioner and as a college professor. *Hands down*

*And now I am contemplating on how will I spend my last remaining days of being a class-free specie. Classes are less than a week away. I know that this is going to be a busy school year. I want to make this the happiest and most unforgettable year in my whole entire school life. I'll be pouring my heart out for CASA, I promise everyone that. Yuun! :)

*I am sick for the first time this summer (if you can still call it summer since the rain is pouring really hard). Swine Flu? It really bothers me that there's this virus spreading around the world. It's really a bummer to be sick and coughing all over along with the deadly virus. I think I should self-quarantine just like those on the news.

*I think I'll take it from here. I'm too busy tweeting. Haha!

*Rainy days here we come!

Sa mundo ng TV Prod, walang lugar para sa kaartehan.
Artista lang ang pwedeng mag-inarte. Haha!

Update

Hello blog. It's been a long time since I've seen you. I almost forgot I had one. I'm not really in the mood to blog right now but I can't stop typing since I can't sleep. Since I've already wandered here, I might as well update you. (As if you care, or maybe you do.)

I've finally had my one week of rest - no worries, no homework, no nothing. It feels very liberating to play on the computer, a thing which I don't normally do, but since I had all the time in the world for the past week, I've finally experienced how's it like to be a kid again. RC (Restaurant City) is beginning to suck because I always end up losing the game connection but the feeling of satisfaction is still there whenever I reach another level. Haha! Jamlegend is plain addicting. It's like Guitarhero on your fingers and finger nails.  

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RC is being suckish and won't load, again. So I'm pretty much finding stuff to do while I'm online. To think I have to go to work tomorrow for my internship doesn't really bother me because I'm pretty darn confident I can make it on time even if my alarm doesn't wake me up. The benefits of being near to your workplace is very rewarding. I don't have to leave the house one a half hour before the call time. Hooray! 

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I hope I find the time to go out with my friends this summer. It's sooo hard to schedule an outing, or a bonding or a meeting with people. Most of them are doing their own thing and too pre-occupied for hanging out. Haay. 

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I can't believe I'm already a Senior. 

First Day High

The long wait is over.

Yes, it was my first day as an intern at TV5 and all I can say is I ENJOYED THE WHOLE DAY :) I'm too tired to give all the details but I can't contain myself on writing what a fruitful day it was. Tomorrow we'll be shooting at Fun Ranch in Ortigas and I'll be teaching the kids the steps to the Nissin jingle. HAHAHA! :)

Details to be followed. :) Too tired.

Pressure and Doubts

Junior year is officially over. But I'm having doubts on my chosen field. It's just recently that I realized that it's a doggone world out there. I've been traveling to a path where I thought everything would be as easy as pie but I was wrong. I think this is the first time I've felt so down and pressured, since April is just a week away, and here I am, still no place to go to for the summer practicum. I know, I know. I'm not the only who has the same dilemma, but should I worry that I still have nowhere to go to?

Everything is still uncertain, as of the moment. I'm still waiting for Velvet Channel and TV5 to call me, and I am still hoping that SummitMedia got my email just a couple of nights ago. Sometimes, I do think it's unfair. While I was out working my ass off for the benefit of our class - being busy for the play, the AdQuest and supervising the Faculty Show, they're all off OJT hunting. I don't regret doing all that, para sa akin din naman 'yon... but I can't remove the fact that I feel like I was left behind. Haha. But I know God has things in store for me, I know HE wouldn't let my face fall flat on the ground. Hindi ba Bro? HAHAHA!

I'm just looking on the bright side, Sir Ruel called yesterday and asked if Velvet already called and I said "No Sir, hindi pa po." I'm holding on to his words of "Sige, ifofollow-up ko."

Maybe I should just savor the moment of not worrying for school works anymore (except the recognition files for CASA, which should be done ASAP!). Tulad nga ng sabi ko kay Esfrey: "Chill muna tayo, tatawag din 'yang mga 'yan". SANA TALAGAAAAA.