Happy 18th Birthday Ms.Luvie Santos! (May 29th '07)

Last night was uber fun! I get to see my highschool classmates and have fun with them! How nice to reminisce all the kalokohan days and the names we used to call each other. I was soo tired yesterday because since I'm the host, I made the script for the event and revised some of the descriptions of the guests. I finished at 1:30 in the afternoon yesterday and I still have to take a bath, fix my things, buy a gift, buy the shoes and go to Sheena's place! Wheew! I was soo hurrying to get everything done on time but I arrived at Naz's place passed 5 already and we have to get dressed and all and the party was at 6pm. Haha. Talk about rushing things on the last minute. But being the girls that we are, we left her place at quarter to 7 pm and we almost got stranded if we left a little later than 7. Good thing that Naz's parents were super kind enough to give us a ride going to City State Tower Hotel. Another thing that I learned from Mr.Ferdie Lopez, di bale ng dumating ka ng late basta maganda ka naman, kesa naman on time ka, tapos haggard ang mukha mo. Nyak! Well, he was absolutely right! The party didn't start until passed 8 since the rain was pouring and the debutante was waiting for the other guests to arrive.

When we arrived there, picture taking galore! Haha. I miss the days when someone would get his or her camera out and our class would pile up in the middle of any place to get our pictures taken. That is St.Augustine 05-06 - the batch soo noisy you could recognize us anywhere. Always in a pile, laughing, criticizing each other and having the time of our lives. Here are some sneak peaks.

I ended up sleeping over at Naz's place as well as Miko and Ces. We were super tired and had supah kulitan moments at "the office". Kahit sumakit likod ko, ayos lang. Ces and Miguel left soo early around 6am today. I left at around 10am because I was still sleepy. I would never forget last night. Although it was raining hard, the Metro was flooded and a lot of people were stranded, the night turned out great. Nazi and I even had our dance showdown - she was dancing the steps of Itaktak Mo while I was doing the Doodoodoo, Dadada of Wowowee. Haha. Then me and Miguel came up with our silly steps that kept my classmates laughing their butts off. Haay, when will be the next get together of our beloved section? Soon I hope.

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Tomorrow is our Enrollment Day! Woohoo! I am really looking forward to seeing my blockmates again after a lot of weeks of being away! Haha. I'm still tired and I haven't reached my sleeping hours! :)

I've been gone for 3 days because of work at SM Mega Mall. Shocks. I'ts been ages since I've set foot on Mega Mall. First year pa ata ako non eh. Yes, it's that long. Ang lame ko naman. Haha :)

Anyway, I've seen a lot of tv personalities at the event. Distinguished guests were Vice President Noli de Castro, Chief ABS-CBN correspondent Korina Sanchez, Katherine de Castro and of course, the hosts of the TV show Kabuhayang Swak na Swak - Amy Perez and the other guy. (Sorry, I don't know his name. Haha.) Work was way easier than the previous events I've gone. I can sit all I want plus the fact that only a few people bother to ask for questions. Thanks to them, less work for me :) It was also a first for me and Faith to have lunch together. Haha. We don't get to eat together at the previous events since there was only the two of has. At least now, we have sales companions from Bizworks. One more good thing and what I consider an achievement for me: I now know how to ride the bus from Mega Mall. Haha.

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Another weird thing about today was there's this guy, I forgot the name of the company where he works but I remember him saying that their company investigates on plane crashes, he took a picture with me. Haha. He thought I was a model for Globe. Kamusta naman siya. Artistahin pala ako kung ganon. I was totally weirded out since he didn't quit yapping about his work. (I wasn't asking him anything!) He also said I was a potential stewardess. Hello? Knock Knock? That's why i took Comm. Arts. I don't have any interest in being a flight attendant. Haha. Ang yabang. Another one gave me his calling card and said "text mo ko ha." Inside my mind, I was saying "What the? Huh?" Haay, Sunday is supposed to be a religious day but everything is the other way around. Weird people are on the lose.

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But on he lighter side..

I promised myself a Krispy Kreme reward even before I started working at Mega Mall. Well, I actually kept that promised and indulged in its mouth-watering goodness and doughnut to crave for. It's super worth it even though prices as compared to Go Nuts and Hot Loops are doubled.

I will soon be indulging for more. Hehe :)

I feel so gloomy today. Maybe its because of the rain that has been pouring on and off all day.. Could this be the end of summer? Haay, to tell you the truth, I hate rainy season (except only for the fact that rainy season can get you out of school). I hate the mood I get from the environment, I feel that I can't do anything else when it's raining. All you have to do is sit inside your house, watch the rain drops fall on the ground until it covers everything up and you'll no longer see the dust and pollution. When I was in high school, I hate it when mud stains get on my white socks and my jogging pants for PE. What a horrible day will that be. I can't seem to get my attention away from that stain all day.

What I also hate about rainy days is that I feel so bored, lazy and useless. My energy gets sucked by the rain and it makes me wanna sleep and lie on my bed all day. Talk about lacking the force you need for the day. I'm beggining to get bored again.

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I've been listening to Pablo Neruda's poetry and Il Postino music lately. It just so happened that I recently learned to appreciate the poetry and the genius mind behind all the poems that I've been addicted to. Is it too late? His real name is Ricardo Eliecer Neftalí Reyes Basoalto. Too bad that he died at such an early age of 69 back in 1973. But his amazing works will forever be in the hearts of people who knew him and will know him in the years to come. Isa na ko don. I give my gratefulness to my literature professors - Sir Ferdie Lopez and Sir Ralph Galan.

I finally realize that things take time to sink in.

I hate goodbyes. I'm not very good at saying Goodbye. Actually, from all the conventions and activities I've undergone since high school, I've left a lot of people behind. Each time a certain event is nearing its end, I have a hard time facing the truth that I'll be leaving soon and everything will just be a memory.

Like now, 1CA1, my beloved block will be 2CA1 when school starts. But it's no longer the same when June 13 enters our calendar, since some of my blockmates will be shifting and transferring schools. How I wish that we could all stick together until our senior year but a lot of changes have been made lately and I know that every decision one makes would be for the better of everyone.

I really enjoy the company of my blockmates. High school is definitely way different than college. In our class (CA1), there is no tension. No competition. Walang plastikan at walang backstabban. Everything is real. Every single thing is heartfelt and walang laglagan. That's how we are in our block. Ika nga, matured na mag-isip, although puro kame OT in terms of our samahan, come to think of it. We beg to differ from all the classes even though at times we are scolded by a lot of professors for being the noisy creatures that we are. But hey, who can blame us? Kaya nga kame CA eh - Communication Arts, it's our forte. It's what we're good at. Sweet talking, public relations, advertising and creativity. Name it, we got it. Haha :)

I guess I'm just super excited to see my blockmates next week on our enrollment day (and not the concept of going back to school). I'm contradicting myself here. Hehe:) Have they changed? Their appearance maybe but I sure hope not the attitude. Nothing much happened to me except for the experience that I gained when I worked for Globe. Definitely my appearance did not changed a bit since I still have my long black hair or maybe I gained weight? I can't really tell.

Summer is fading and in just a matter of weeks, I'll say hello again to books and professors. This is too early for saying farewell to summer. Excited lang ako.

Haay.. I can't get over of Pablo Neruda's Tonight I can write the Saddest Lines.I just can't keep myself from having goosebumps ever since my Literature professor, Sir Ferdie, introduced this to our class. The poem is soo touching and sad. I can't even put more words to how I feel whenever I listen to it.. I guess I just miss someone. ( At sino naman kaya yon? Hmm..) Nah, I miss school. The learning part and all that crap. (Sabay ganon?!)

Tonight I can Write the Saddest Lines
Pablo Neruda

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

Write, for example,'The night is shattered
and the blue stars shiver in the distance.'

The night wind revolves in the sky and sings.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
I loved her, and sometimes she loved me too.

Through nights like this one I held her
in my arms.
I kissed her again and again under the endless sky.

She loved me sometimes, and I loved her too.
How could one not have loved her great still eyes.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.
To think that I do not have her.
To feel that I have lost her.

To hear the immense night,
still more immense without her.
And the verse falls to the soul like dew
to the pasture.

What does it matter that my love could not keep her.
The night is shattered and she is not with me.

This is all.
In the distance someone is singing.
In the distance.
My soul is not satisfied that it has lost her.

My sight searches for her as
though to go to her.
My heart looks for her, and she is not with me.

The same night whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same.

I no longer love her, that's certain,
but how I loved her.
My voice tried to find the wind to
touch her hearing.

Another's. She will be another's.
Like my kisses before.
Her voice. Her bright body.
Her inifinite eyes.

I no longer love her, that's certain,
but maybe I love her.
Love is so short, forgetting is so long.

Because through nights like this
one I held her in my arms my soul is
not satisfied that it has lost her.

Though this be the last pain
that she makes me suffer
and these the last verses that I write for her.

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I become paranoid whenever I like someone. Especially when we have communication. It's a shameful thing really. Like when that person texts me out of the blue or just for the purpose of kamustahan, I immediately reply. I wouldn't keep my eyes off of my fone not until I read his reply. Actually I become impatient when that certain someone replies after 10 years! Pardon me for the exaggeration. Haha. I can't blame him if he was not a texting-type of guy since he is way older than me. I know this feeling is just temporary because there is no way that we can be together. This is one of those summer romances that I never really had. Oh my gawd, I sound soo cheezy.

(May maniwala naman kaya sa akin sa mga sinabi kong kabaduyan? Haha. Wala yan, joke lang yan! ;p)

I miss this place, my blog. My portal when I feel all the unbearable and most annoying things that life may bring. Haha. So lalim!

Anyway, another event over. It's soo tiring! But the good part was - I met new people including Mr. Louie Ocampo, the composer, a couple of vice presidents of BPI and of course the president of BPI himself, Mr. Aurelio Montinola III. The ever so humble president asked simple questions and was answered with short and sweet information by ehem *moi*. The BPI employees were making a big deal out of it and even whispered if I knew who was I talking to. Of course I knew who he was. I'm not stupid. Haha :)

I now conclude that people are by nature - very curious and annoying. Haha :) They all thought I was on my OJT already and whenever someone inquires about broadband, I'm always on the hot spot. I feel like I'm on The Buzz being questioned about my private life. Weird. Don't I really look like my age?(Haha, so matanda na ko ganon?) This is one of the disadvantages of being 18 and legal and another one of the reasons why I miss going to school. I now realized that summer isn't that much fun as school. (Pagdating ng pasukan iba na naman pananaw ko sa buhay nito. Haha.)

Sarap pala ng buhay pag libre lahat.

Another great thing about working at BPI Ayala is that I am soo near to my sister's office (PeopleSupport). She works at the Finance department and apparently handles the payroll of the employees. Since I started working at BPI last Wednesday until Friday (the event is only 3 days), I haven't spend anything (except for a couple of C2s I bought at a nearby convenient store). I get to keep the money that my dad gave me for meals. Yipee! From transportation, to breakfast, to lunch, meryenda and even dinner - it's all free! They (my ate and her husband) even wait for me to finish my work all the way until 6pm (coz their work ends at 5pm). Love you mucho Ate! I was never late for work since we leave at 7am here and my work doesn't start until 9am. So by 7:30 or quarter to 8, we were already in Ayala. So what better thing to do than to stay in my sister's office? Haha. We always eat lunch together and everything was ON her.

After 5 years, I felt the comeback of my Ate. Well, you see, ever since she got married when I was in the 6th grade, I never really got to spend quality time with her. Every thing changed. Imagine that, I only have my mom as a girl companion all throughout high school and that time should be spent shopping, going on lakwatchas and giggling about boys with your sister (if you have one, that is). The usual girl stuff. But it felt like I didn't have an older sister at all during my highschool since she was busy with work, her first born child Reigne and after a couple of years, Ross was born. I think this is also why my classmates and the people who know me in highschool thinks that I'm an only child. Ang drama ko naman. I guess I just miss her and now is just the time I felt that we really have things in common going on.

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My dad already left for Sudan today. Actually his flight was supposed to be 6am this morning but the flight was delayed due to the technical problems of Qatar Airways. So his flight was rescheduled for 8pm later :) He'll be back on the 26th of June.

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I'm super excited for my friend's debut on the 29th! Ces and I -the comeback of our emceeing days in high school! Plus I'm one of the 18 treasures. I don't know what gift to buy yet. Hmm.. I think by next week I already know what she likes :)

Nahihiya na ko sa mga ka-dance troupe ko. They've been texting me even though I didn't put much effort in replying to them. I should be with them having our training for gymnastics at Rizal in preparation for the events and contests that Ab Dance Synergy will be joining this coming school year. Sadly, I haven't attended any of the training since it started after the school year ended last March. I was pondering if I was going or not awhile ago. But then it came to me, what if they are so ahead already? I won't definitely keep up with them since I'm not that flexible or gifted in terms of performing stunts. I dance well, dancing is my passion but I never tried stuff that might hurt me or injure me in some sort of ways. I guess I'm the type of kid who didn't spend my afternoons playing outside, climbing trees and being in places that I shouldn't be. I was a good kid- watched tv all day, stayed indoors and enjoyed playing by myself (since I was the youngest among my siblings and plus the fact that our age gap is a decade or so). With the life I've had (until now), I was the senyorita type and not so sporty one. Sayang, if only I've used my childhood in trying such dangerous stunts such as the kartwheel, frontroll, vertical etc., I would have been great in stunts. Haha. But being the lazy and obedient kid that I am, I never really learned to do such. *Self Pity*

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After four days of rest, I have to work again tomorrow and this time it's in BPI Ayala. It's connected with Globe Broadband again (since BPI, Red Fox and Globe Broadband are tied up). I have to wear my corporate clothes again since it's a bank. I do hope that people in BPI will also be as warm and friendly as the people in GT Pioneer. I miss GT Pioneer. The people there are so warm and hip, especially those in the customer service. They made me feel welcomed and at home. I can come inside the authorized zone anytime. Haha. What a privilege. I will be leaving early tomorrow (quarter to six am) with my Ate so in that way, I won't have to commute and ride the MRT. Thank heavens for a sister who's not used to commuting. So I just have to stay in her office for awhile and off I go to BPI at 8:30 in the morning. The best part is, libre pamasahe. *wink*

Yesterday -- Mom's Day. We had our celebration here in our house, my sister and her family came over for lunch. Wow, parang birthday lang, andameng pagkain. I was very very thrilled actually and my plate was the witness. I thought I was beggining to slow down on the food and rice but my mom's cooking proved me wrong. What can I say? I can't resist the tempting kare-kare! Haha. So sad I wasn't able to take pictures yesterday because I forgot to charge the cam's batteries. *Self-pity mode*

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I was also able to greet my teachers in highschool a happy mom's day and I'm happy that they missed me *Aww..* It's nice to know that your teachers remember all the stuff you did way back in highschool. All the achievements, moments and even embarassing things are left cherished. Nothing compares to the way my teachers treated me when I was in highschool - they were all concerned for me. I remembered the times when I spend time in the Faculty room for the sole purpose of pagpapalamig. Especially when it's lunch time and it was super hot on the highschool arcade. I would use my Student Council privilege and my Feedback News Editor position to stay in the Faculty or the Feedback room. How I miss my highschool days. Isa itong pagbabalik tanaw sa nakaraan. Hehe. :)

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When I woke up today, it felt like just any other day. I almost forgot that today was Election Day. Another pity for me that I wasn't able to help CHANGE this country since I wasn't a registered voter. What a waste of legality. So I have to wait until 2010 to exercise my right to vote and finally give this country some slack. With that one vote, I would be definitely of big help to this country's decaying government system. Haha, at kelan pa ko naging critic ng gobyerno? Well, it's officially as of NOW :) I know that I can't be critic unless I start voting, wait till I get the chance on 2010. It's way better since it's Presidential Elections! Woohoo. Hurray for me. Sino naman kaya ang tatakbong presidente non? Haha, goodluck.

I'm not in the mood to write on something worth it so I'm just putting all my thoughts here randomly. So I'd like to share this past time that I've recently been doing. It's called Boy Hunting. Nyahaha. I've been doing it with Pacific, my partner in finding hot guys and commenting on them (more of like rating I guess), online. We would find hot and cute guys and share links with each other. What a way to spend glorious time. Haha :)

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Anyhow, who would be in the magic 12? Francis Escudero is a sure win. Go Chiz! If he loses, it would be grave cheating! I've been monitoring the polls on Abs-Cbn Interactive. Let's see tomorrow morning who enters the Magic 12 of the Senate. Tinatamad na ko. Hahaha :)

PS: I know two Sheenas who are celebrating their birthday today. Coincidence? Happy Birthday to:

• Sheena Marie de Guzman who just turned 17 :D - my blockmate
• Sheena Trixie Peña who celebrated her debut :) - my gradeschool classmate

Weekend is here once again and since there's no work nor anything special, I'm back to my usual routine. :) But when the day was about to end, my dad decided we go to The Block - my once again usual tambayan. It's our pre-celebration of Mother's Day. Gary V. was there too. I really admire him not just because of his dancing prowess, but also of the fact that magaling siya mag-Live. Super! Hands Down.

So we celebrated at Aristocrat, the 70-year old restaurant that we've been eating at since I was a kid. My mom even reminded the time when we got home from Malaysia when I was little, some of their friends from PAL invited them to eat for lunch.

I said: "Aristocrat tayo!"

They said: "Nako, mahal don."

I said: "'Wag kayong mag-alala! Maraming pera daddy ko!"

I can't recall that moment but my mom said I was an arrogant child back then. I was always proud of my Mom and Dad. True. Haha :) So there. Mother's Day is tomorrow and I still have no gift for my mom. I haven't got my salary from my work since there's still an event next week. In short, no gift tomorrow. But I promised her once I get my salary, I'll give her a part of it.

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Oh yeah, last night, when I was about to go home, my mom texted me saying that they have a surprise for me. So I replied "Ano yon?" and she replied, "Bawala magtanong. Mamaya na lang." So much for surprises eh? I was so excited to get home. So when I got home last night, I was shocked to see that they shopped a lot of clothes for me. Haha :) They're so unpredictable sometimes. So I was soo thankful to them, it almost felt like it was my birthday once again. This is why I love my parents so much. :)

Happy Mommies Day tomorrow.. hihi :)

Work is over at GT Pioneer. I'm gonna miss a lot. The environment, our booth, new-found friends especially Sir Vince, Ate Beth, Maam Valeska, Maam WelMel, Sir James and the rest, my pangungulit to the customer service every time a customer would like to know if Broadband is available to their place or not, the photocopying machine (yes, marunong na ko gumamit! accompishment!), and of course, the employees working there and their yosi breaks.

Who could've thought working would be so much fun? Although it's so tiring when nearing the end of the day. Studying and working are two different worlds. It definitely is. The fun in college is so different when you are already working. I'm thankful for Faith for informing me about this work. My new found friends told me it was a good start. Atleast I already have work experience and I already have connections at Globe (Sana lang andun pa sila by the time I gradute).

Last Wednesday, this Korean guy offered me another work. At first I thought he was a Filipino since he looked like one. So, I used my English baon hehe. I guess he was impressed since I was able to answer all his questions in English and so he offered me a job at E-Made Call Center because the owner was his sister-in-law (that's what I understood). So for being the nice girl that I am, I said I'll give it a shot and left me with a couple of contact numbers. But deep inside, I really didn't want to because I haven't fully experienced the JOY of being a college student. As an incoming sophomore, I still have a long way to go. People at Globe were surprised to know that I'm only an incoming sophie. They thought I was already having my OJT. *Kaya pala po ka ng po sa amin, bata ka pa pala talaga.* That's what they told me.

I even experienced doing the call outs for the applicants who were succesful and not-so-successful. It was fun since I got to laugh at their cheesy ringbacks and talk to people who gave me their applications. I'm glad that they remembered me :) I also experienced the feeling of a sardine upon riding the MRT. Ganon pala sa Mrt pag late ka na nakauwi.

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Mico, my ultimate crush in UST, is out of the picture in my heart. Yuck ang corny ko. I have a new crush. Hehe:) Kilig. Although he's older than me by several years, but not reaching a decade ha!, it's okay with me. Haha :) I really don't know, is it because he's handsome? Kind? Funny? His smile? and everything I'm looking for in a guy that I haven't found in my school grounds? Or is it destiny? Haha, so cheesy! I really don't know. All I know is I'm comfortable talking to him.

Nice one. Maybe this is the inspiration I'm looking for? Hihi :0 Next event, I hope it will be the same. Fun fun fun.

Yes.

Super haggard.

New crush.

Busy at work.

On BLOG LEAVE FOR JUST A FEW DAYS.

Be back soon!

TIRED. Feet hurts. Some lady stepped on my toe when I was about to gome from GT Pioneer at the MRT this evening. (To think that her shoes have so damn pointed heels!) Ouch!

First day of work was tiring yet the feeling is so rewarding. To know that you have worked hard for something and meet new people. I even saw Judah Paolo, I think he was paying his bills or something. So nakaglobe pala siya. Hehe. So I texted Ces when it was my breaktime, since he's just a tricycle away from where I work. So there, he accompanied me through the 1 hour. *Salamat Ces*

Soo tired. I'll update more soon. For the mean time.. I'll be taking my beauty rest :D

MY weekend was fun. Watched my much-awaited Spidey and got the wireless router and finally got it working. *Clap clap*

Sipderman3 was okay and I almost cried in the end. Haha. Talk about Harry dying - how can someone so cute die so young? Tsk. I loved the part where Toby Maguire was dancing like a fool (being overpowered with the evil..) May ganon? Hehe :) Anyway, so while we were in the mall, a lady approached my sis-in-law and asked if the twins were her kids (but ofcourse!). This lady gave a piece of paper inviting them for a VTR. First reaction, "is she serious?" You can't be so sure nowadays since a lot of people live by betrayal and the like. But she looks nice and trustworthy. So why not give it a shot? There's no harm in trying. :)

Basically my nephews have potential. And where did they inherited their looks and wit? *Ehem*. Need I say (write?) more? haha :) I was teasing them until we got home. Yes Cale and Cyle, maiaahon niyo na ang buhay natin sa kahirapan! Haha. They were pissed especially Cyle. They didn't like the sound of fame knocking on their doors. Or are they just being humble? Nah. They're just a couple of kids who wants to watch Spiderman on the big screen and play with lots (and definitely lots) of toys. So they had their VTR awhile ago at Mandaluyong. It turned out good. Sana makuha sila. Cross-fingers. :) Nice, stage tita?

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Mom was so sick last night, she had a very high fever. Parang may global warming sa loob ng katawan niya. I had to take care of her. Good thing that she's super okay now. :)

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Tomorrow. First day of work with Faith at GT Pioneer. I hope it turns out well. I have to be their at 7:30 for the briefing. I hope work will be easy, make new friends and gain experience. I'm a bit nervous because it's my first time ever to work, I mean work work. Get the point? But what the heck, I got Faith with me. She'll keep me free from ignorance. Haha :)

So now, I'm here at home using this new desktop. Feels awkward. Haha. Nothing installed yet except for the OS, Yahoo Messenger and the internet connection. I just tried if it is working. Hehe. :)

I should be in Bataan right now. Swimming with the fishes on the beach (as if I know how to swim?). Sadly, I didn't go with my sister. My parents aren't here so I need to stay and keep an eye on the twins as well as the house. What a good daughter and tita. My Ate insisted that I should go using her words "Boring ang buhay mo pag walang outing." Maybe my life is boring but I never really liked outings anyway. (Haha, looking on the bright side eh?) Besides, it's an overnight, meaning they will be back tomorrow and tomorrow will be the day I get to watch SpiderMan3 with my sister-in-law at Galleria. So what to pick? The hot and sticky feeling at the beach or that oh-so-good halo-halo at Razon's in Galle? *Syempre dun ako sa masarap at nakakapawi ng init.* So Galleria it is. I just hope people wouldn't infest malls again tomorrow.

Speaking of people-infested malls, SM North is always like that. I just hope when the new mall Trinoma is finished, people wouldn't be that sabik. Atleast now SM has a competition. Good for them.

I received a text message from my good friend Faith awhile ago if we were interested on a job. Well, of course I said yes. Who wouldn't? It's all about the money! Hehe :) My parents are okay with it. Atleast now I really have something to do and earn at the same time. Hihi :) I just hope everything turns out good.

"Di malaman-laman ang sanhi, di makita-kita ang ngiti, pahingi naman ako ng konting salapi, may mga kabit at malulupit..." - Itchyworms

"Peste naman. Puro na lang politika." Well you heard (read?) me right. I'm just concerned of the current campaigning status for this upcoming elections.

I've been watching a lot of news lately. Whether in print, broadcast or online, all I see, read and hear is the freaking dirty politics in this country. I'm getting sick of it. No wonder we've recently topped the surveys for being the most corrupt country here in Asia (Particulary March 14, 2007). Very recent indeed. When will change come? When will sweet salvation overpower the ruthless and evil minds of the government? Haay. Just think of the future generation.

"Gaano na kaya kadumi ang politika kapag panahon na ng mga anak ko?"

Some critics and even the famous Jojo Acuin say that this election will be bloody and nasty. I agree. How many candidates all over the country had been killed and will be killed until election day comes? I think that I'm lucky that I won't be able to vote. Atleast I won't be part of the chaos that is going to happen. (So much for nationalism and the love for my country eh?). Pardon me for those statements but I guess it's just the result of being really disgusted with the politics going on.

But on the other hand, I'm missing the chance to give this country some slack. I guess I'm one of those Filipinos who thinks that I won't make a change anyway or Hayaan na lang natin sa kanila yan, ayoko ng makigulo. Maybe if tables would turn and everyone would think the other way around (including me), this country might have a shot for progress and be corrupt-free government. Again, it all boils down to one thing: "Who would be able to save this slowly sinking ship? Who would be brave enough to change everything?"

Kaya iboto niyo si Chiz Escudero at Alan Cayetano!

Haha. Advertisement galore. Well, I believe this two people would start the change if given a shot at the senate. I believe in their capabilities, rationale and principle. If only I had registered before December thirty first of last year... I would vote for them. As for the other ten slots, well, I'm still thinking. :)

NEW desktop means new LIFE and BLOG.

As soon as I unpack the boxes and install all the necessary things I need in that new desktop and off I go, ready for anything that the World Wide Web can offer. I'm proud of myself since I was the one who decided on all the specs. Haha :) I asked the technician to remove the floppy drive since it was old school already. Besides, we are living in a modern and complicated world - we have flash drives you know. I also asked for the internal modem to be removed since I bought a wireless router so that I can simulataneously use this PC. And instead of a Combo drive, I insisted on replacing with a DVD writer since I have been planning to download some tv series lately particularly Heroes. Thanks to my good friend Me Ann for introducing me to the wonderful world of unusual beings. Hehe.

I need Adobe Photoshop. I must change the layout for this blog and learn my ways in photo editing. Now I'm beggining to like summer. Marami pala akong magagawa, ngayon ko lang napagtanto. Well, good for me. It's a good thing that I still have more or less 5 weeks before school officially begins. Finally, something worthwhile to do. I'll give myself atleast 3 days to fix everything up and I am a soon to be downloading galore girl!

Plus plus, I got myself a new pair of shoes. A pat in the head for not being soo matakaw and lazy for the past few days. It's so cheap yet so cute. Lurvee it! I need to save more money because I am eyeing oh-for-so-long for that Like Water for Chocolate book. Grr. It will be soon be in my possession!

Tired. Sleepy. Still hungry. :)