Rawr.

I can't function well tonight. I'm supposed to be reading Jürgen Habermas' public sphere but whenever I take a look on the article, I always ended up doing something else. Like this. Haha. I thought procrastination abandoned me months ago, but apparently, it's still here. Haunting me. I hope I'll be able to finish the reading, because until now, page one pa rin ako . @_@

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The class is improving. I'm more comfortable now. =) Finally. Hehe. Today was all about laughing and fun moments with Dr. Arlo. Kakaibang mga hirit ang ipinamalas niya. Especially when a few people interrupted the lecture for some announcements.

Andre--> Tiga-UE ka ba? Funny! According to them, a concert slash fashion show will take place this coming Wednesday as a fund raiser for the Growling tigers. I wonder... what happened to your sponsors? Tickets cost P120. It has a catch! Freebies: Who wants a wallet size picture of the basketball team? Rawr. With matching autograph at the back of their pictures! Haha. Too bad we have classes until 9 on Wednesday. I'm itching for an autographed picture of Dylan. Homayged. Hahaha! Asa! Sana a free ticket to one of the UAAP games na lang, eh di nasiyahan pa ako. Haha!

I can't stop laughing awhile ago. Sir Arlo's the best joker in town, and without even trying!

Jhong: Mr. CA plus Ironman.
Colet: Ms. CA
LOU: Mr. Body Beautiful?! WTF? Hahaha!
Ben: Magka-batch daw sila ni Sir sa Notre. Eto ang laughtrip talaga.

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I guess I better start reading the whole thing.

**I miss Me Ann and our weird moments inside the classroom. Huhu**

Another week

FIRST OF ALL, let me greet KRISTI-ANNE CARADA, a happy birthday! Haha. Sorry, wala kaming pasok ngayon. Bwahaha!

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Another week has gone by and things are getting better. But I still think I'm trapped in a dream, with no other choice but to stay and face the facts that things have totally changed. Woo. I guess I just miss ebribadi.

Stress and pressure are here to team up to make my school year miserable once again. Haha! Bring 'em on! As the old saying goes with great power comes great responsibility, I better be careful with my decisions, actions and all possible terms you can relate to those previous words mentioned. The past week was fun though. We already have our production name, thanks to Nicole and her very imaginative brain. Hehe. "Locohan Productions - We Take Things Seriously". Oha! It was fun talking and sharing with them what had happened for the past couple of years. I am so looking forward to TV Prod. :)

Spanish was super fun, Señor asked for our middle names. Though Señor Ramos said mine was very spanish-like, apparently mine doesn't have a meaning. Haha. He's so adorable, though sometimes I can't understand him. Hehe!


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I wanted to say this since Friday... I want to let it all out.

Have you ever felt that confusing feeling where you thought you already gave up something, but it turns out, you haven't? It's such nerve-racking and at the same time you feel helpless and you can't get it out of your system.

*Bakit kasi kailangan mo pang bumalik? GRR. You should have stayed there!*

I thought I already gave up that feeling, but it sucks to know that I still have it in me. Some say, why don't I give it a try and let this so called "feeling" into my life. But how come every time I wanted to have that feeling, that very person I want to give this "feeling" is already dominated by another being or is already committed with someone else. It's emo time. Minsan lang ako maging ganito, pagbigyan. For further knowledge, balikan ang nakaraan CLICK ME!

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I guess I'll be updating this once in awhile... I just don't feel like blogging as much as I did last year.

Things do change. But some things stay the same... Often times these are the things that you want to get rid of. Or maybe it's just me? @_@

So Far...

...school's going fine.

I have to admit that it felt awkward at first. Actually, it was very awkward. Knowing that most of the silly faces I've become used to, weren't there anymore whenever I enter the classroom. It's pretty obvious that most of the people I'm über close with are on the other sections and it just saddens me to not see them everyday, to not crack jokes together every now and then and of course, bubble tea hangout after school. Haay. Maybe because it's just the first week. I should give it more time to sink in. I'll get use to the scenario, sooner or later.

Right now, I feel my new classmates are just waiting for someone to loosen up, and for someone to initiate the getting-to-know-you process. Ayos na rin siguro kahit FC. Hehehe! I am soooo looking forward for that certain day where all of us will treat each other more than just classmates who gives out his and hellos and smiles whenever we meet inside the portals of UST. We will become a block, too. Just like the one I use to have. Ay correction! I STILL have. Ze Originals.

But the class is getting better right now. Unlike last week. We should just be open to whatever comes in our way, no matter how sucky it is. Sooner or later, we have to let go of the things we hold on today. So guys, let's be happy and drink beri meni. Nyek. Hahaha!

Anyhoo.

• Filipino: F-U-N. Professor Ampil will be teaching us once again. Although he gives like a right-minus-wrong exam and you end up getting negative scores, I know - I will definitely learn a lot. Yey!
  
• Scriptwriting: Stanley Kowalski is hot, during his day. Too bad he was gay. I knew it. Most hot guys are gay. But I find the movie a little boring. Or is it because it was too damn long? Hahaha. And still no reaction paper. Indolence mode. WAHAHA!
  
• Tv Prod: New group. I hope we'll get along just fine.
  
• Spanish: Laugh trip. Señor Ramos cracks me up. Kahit corny yung joke, 'pag siya nagdeliver, funny eh. Hahaha! I discovered new things during the first meeting! Aber!
  
• Psych: Eeeeww. I don't like cadavers. It gives me goosebumps. Sir Arlo sorta looks like Philip Salvador. Hehe!
• SocioComm: Gulp. I need to study! I'm scared. Sir Kane has high expectations on us. Better start working my butt off.
• Lit: Wala kame prof kanina. Hello 4 hours of nothing. Pft.
  
• Adver: Need to refresh my memory on Comm. Theories and Marketing Principles. I was dumbfounded when we were asked about comm.theories. I was like "Ha? Nag-take na ba tayo nun?" So stupid of me.

Just thinking of all the things I need to accomplish just for this week is weakening, and to think that it's just the start of the semester. Add to that the orgs I'm in. My brain is starting to hurt. Woooo.

Thought out of nowhere: I hope the Celtics-Lakers go on until game 7. Para may thrill!

I will update as soon as I get my thoughts organized.

So far. School's okay. Nothing much. Haha.

SOON!

Escape

It is a fact that I am still in denial that the stupid reshuffling thing has really happened. Maybe this is why I don't blog daily anymore unlike the previous months. I didn't realize that days flew so quickly. I didn't even notice that today was already June 4 and next week will be the start of another chapter of my life. But the sad part of it, I won't be with the same people I was when I was in my freshman year. Next week, it's freshman year all over again. De Javu? I think not.

Enough about that.

I tried to escape everything that has been bothering my mind when I went out with my high school barkada last Friday. I was so preoccupied with my college life that it almost came to the point that I almost forgot that I still have my high school barkada. They are still there even if we go to separate schools and journey on our chosen courses. I guess I didn't realized how much I missed going out with them, especially with my best friend, Nazi. After 10,000 years, Nazi finally decided to spend the day with us. Though she left at around 4pm, it was totally fun hanging out with her again :) I thank the three of them (Nazi, Ces and Miguel) for bearing with me inside Landmark while I was searching for the perfect shoe for the new school year. I didn't find the perfect shoe, but I was able to buy a pair just for the sake of buying and just to compensate for an hour of shoe hunting.

And because Ces just turned legal last Sunday, the cheeseburger libre was upgraded to a Razon's halo-halo freebie! Hurray! Things really do change when you turn 18. After the Trinoma fun, shoe hunting, Razon's blow-out and all the Timezone fun (we didn't actually play due to annoying people reason - hahaha), Nazi went home but the three of us were itching for more and decided to watch a movie. I wanted to watch Sex and the City but it was awkward to see the film with 2 straight guy friends (or are they? JOKE! Nako, lagot ako 'pag nabasa nila 'to. GULP!) So I, being the unselfish girl that I am, opted not to see SATC and chose another one. When we were already inside the cinema, Ces kept his belief that we were gonna see "Caregiver". Well, boohoo Mister. I never thought he wanted to watch that. Haha! I was satisfied with "21". Kahit na muntik na kong mag-bladder overload dahil sa tagal ng film, ayos lang.

Here are some picture fun!

Me with the now legal boy, Ces.

Ces, Me, Miguel and Nazi

Peace out!

Woohoo. Narnia?

Razon's.

Smooch from my best friend :)

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I still wish we were complete. Too bad Grace and Chard wasn't there. But I know, their presence were with us. Haha. It's funny how we still act the way we did when we were in high school whenever we'd go out. Our funny nick names still exist.

• Meng "Pisngi"
• Ces "Noo"
• Nazi "Labi"
• Miguel "Baluksyet"
• Grace "TOOOT" (My blog is very wholesome, if you know what I mean)
• Richard "Ilong"

If you don't get why we call each other these names, well, go figure.

*Malapit na pasukan.

*I'm still not ready. But I'm excited for some other reason.

*Parteeeeey this Friday!