Today is the best day of my life, so far.

I will remember this day until the day I graduate.

Haha.

Corona Boy. @_@

*Ang bilis ko naman makaget-over, nakita ko lang si Corona Boy/Original Baby Luv ko, nakalimutan ko na yung nararamdaman ko kahapon. Hahaha!*

Thinking...

Is it my fault if I said what I feel?

Is it still my fault, if he still likes me?

Is it my fault if someone got hurt because of me?

Is it still my fault is he loves you but he still likes me?

I guess I better zip my mouth, as well as my heart.

This will be the last time I'll mention this.

Kasalanan ko bang maging mabait masyado?

Tama na.

It beri hard.

Study Hard, Pray Harder

Now I believe what they told me 2 years ago: "Ngaragan ang buhay third year." It was a good thing that I spent the past 2 years happily with my friends and lobing every single moment of it. I miss those times. Yung sabay kaming tatawa ni Me Ann kapag nagququiz kasi wala na kaming masagot. Ang sigawan at sipain si Nico. Hahaha! Ang mapressure kasama ang mga dating kaklase. But it's all good. I am happy inside the class. :)

But amidst all those ngaragan ang puyatan moments, I still am enjoying school. We had a photo shoot last Thursday, for our batch in AB Dance Synergy- THE JUNIORS! WOOOO. We are the Batch 2006. Haha.

Photography by: Pacific Ong
Make-Up by: Mycke Arcano
Location: UST Carpark, 3rd floor

Junee - Soul Groove Master

Gelo - Dance Machine

Kamae - Pop Lock Princess

Mana - The Troupe's Pride aka Miss Teen Philippines. Hehe!

Clah - Groovin' Goddess

Tere - HipHop Hottie

Colet - Shorty Got Loose


Meng - Dance Siren (That's Meeeee!)

Haha. This is for our AVP last Saturday during REBIRTH: The AB Dance Synergy General Assembly held at St. Raymund's Building AVR. I had fun. I über missed dancing. We already assumed that we would win the prize of best batch presentation. Too bad we didn't. Haha. But all is well. Kudos to the 3 new synergy guys. They were AWESOME! Hello You've got served style!

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Sir Choa texted me last night about reminding my class mates who flunked 2 consecutive quizzes already to work harder on the next quiz or else they'll fail the subject. He did not tell me who were those people. But he did told me, I also got a low score on my second quiz. Huw. I even told him how I panicked when I saw those endless names on that 4 page quiz. It was really hard, I am telling you. It's as if my mind crumbled into pieces. Just like what Julie told me, study hard, pray harder! Haha.

*Finally. 3 days off from school. What a relief. How I miss sleeping for so many hours.
*I'm so excited for our travel show. Woo. AWE yeah!
*Slowly loosing interest in blogging. Huw. HELP!
*Wala na ko masabi. Toooooot. ---------------

So FAST!

Maybe you are wondering why the date I posted here is on a Thursday yet ngayon mo pa lang ito mababasa. I made a draft last Thursday but I got bored, so I stopped writing. Haha.

Wow. I haven't noticed that another week has gone by. Ang bilis ha. So fast that I did not noticed that I'm already neglecting some of the important things I'm supposed to be doing, like updating this blog. Haha. How fun? Teka parang mali.

I am procrastinating once again. Instead of studying for Literature and doing that assignment... the usual thing is happening. Sorry, I can't help it. Haha. Things have been so fast lately. It did not occur to me that the week was over and another one is HERE, again. The cycle won't end. Minsan nga parang nagsasawa na ako. Last night Jolas texted me and asked how things were with me. I answered the same things, the same and only thing that I always say whenever a former schoolmate would ask how I was doing. "Ganon pa rin, busy with studies and orgs." He replied in a slightly sarcastic way (the way it sounded, for me ha), "Wala pa rin nagbago? Hindi ka ba nagsasawa?" I got pissed, really. Who wouldn't, right? Haha. So I replied, as if I didn't mind what he said, "Hindi. Kasi marami akong nakikilalang tao through my orgs and I get to have fun with my friends everyday. So anong nakakasawa dun?" He apologized in the end. Haha. I'm so good at this.

But deep inside, tumagos yun ha. He's right in some sort of way. Lagi na lang ganito, parang may kulang. Busy ako with school, sa orgs and those stuff. Ganon na lang ba lagi? Kailan darating yung araw na minsan sa buhay ko, wala akong iintindihing quiz, or deadline. Yung araw na hindi ako magmamadali umalis ng bahay dahil may meeting ako sa ganitong org. Chimbustar talaga! Hindi naman sa nagrereklamo ako, this is my choice. I decided to be like this 10 years ago and I have no regrets. I'm just one of those people with no guaranteed satisfaction. There's always a search for more, a never ending journey to find that something that would satisfy whatever it is that I'm longing for.

Emo. Erase. The very least I can do is to release all of them. I need to confess talaga all my sins and reflect for one whole week. Coño?

Anyhoo. The week wasn't very fruitful.Classes were always cancelled because something always came up with our professors - a seminar, a pressing matter to attend to and Wednesday classes were suspended. The only wonderful thing that happened this week was the Saturday lecture. I soooo heart him. He's so cute when he smiles. Hahaha! This is the first time I felt that way, in years, towards older people. Ohmayged. Promise. There's something about him very attractive, perhaps his voice. *Haaaay*

Things are clearly happening so fast. I just hope, makasabay ako.

Good Times

I seriously need to take a deep breathe, reflect and write what's on my mind. For the past few days, I have no time for that, or so to say, no time for myself - just MYSELF. Emo?

It's already the second month of the school year and it's just now that I'm starting to feel that I am a Junior. Totoo nga ang sinabi ng mga higher batch. Ngarag kung ngarag ang third year. It's just the beginning and the worst is yet to come. I can feel it. Just thinking about my agenda for the next few days is already tiring, what more if it's the actual thing?

On the lighter side of school... I feel very happy with the current setup of class. Though, it feels like something is missing, I'm thankful that things already got better.

• People are already cracking jokes, especially Jhong and Chai (I love it)
• May nambabara na rin sa akin, yeah!
• Love Teams? (FYI: me and Lou are a love team according to Dr.Arlo... kung alam mo lang sir haha)
• BABY! Ang dameng may baby love!
• LSS - care of Nicole and Ate Milet! Haha!
• Black Jackets! "Discipline lang ang kailangan, walang membership fee dito."- Jackie
• Ooops I did it again, Britney's in the house y'all. Then shift to Enrique look-a-like.
• FOX me NOW. - Ben, saying it to Chai.
  
• The Simpsons. Maggie's on the loose. I still love Sir. :) He's the best! Haha. Tulala lang ako lagi when he starts to lecture.
• The perfect teacher, Yes Ma'am! Is it wiwi time already?
• Uncle David will sponsor our travel show in Greece, watch out guys. Hahaha!
  

So far, it's fun going to school. But still, I miss...

• Me Ann and our weird moments and the music she makes me listen to.
• Pacific and his sadist talks and actions (weh?)
• Vanie and her study habits
• Dartz and her non-existent laugh and her eavesdropping self
• Ron and his leash
• Nico (RRico, his peasant name, double R for pasosyal effect) my slave
• Celine and her loud voice
• Kevin and his hot self
• Ian's massage! Haha
• Jam and her philosophical views during recitation
• Teresa's make-up galore
• Reverie's emo self Hehe!
• Dax and her cute voice (ducks!)
• Aikee and her banats and laits
• Chandra dear and her effortless jokes
• Kristi-Anne's poker face Haha (peace tayo Kristianne!)
• Tart's endearments
• Cookai and her loading business (I'm gonna die....)
• Rigel and his alter-ego Conrad (He is the Popoy Master)
• Angie and her endless stories
• Sheena's Met madness and our singing showdowns
• Mafe's famous HYOOK.
• Ginela and our British conversations

Did I forget anyone? Lemme know if I did.

Oh well. Life must go on. I just miss everyone. And I feel sooo tired. Labo noh?

Ang dameng gagawin.

Assignments. TSSSS. Haha!

Quiz?

Orgs....

Dance.

Shoot.

TV Prod.

Musicasa.

GA.

FUN. Haha!

More. I want more.