Miss

I miss the times when I get to say anything. Anything I want.

I miss the times when I get to stare blankly in space. With nothing to worry about for tomorrow.

I miss the times when all I do is eat and watch my favorite shows on TV. Just watching it all day.

I miss the times when I pretend to be busy when in fact I'm not. And now that I am, I'm beginning to regret the day I dreamt of having so many papers in front of me, waiting to be done.

I miss the times when all I have to do is wait for tomorrow to come.

I miss the times when all I have to do is play and be a child.

I miss the times when everything was simple and not so complicated.

I miss the times when I didn't felt emptiness inside... how I wish I find that thing that would make me feel complete.

Inaamin ko...

...kinilig ako sa Twilight kahit papano. Hahaha! Talk about riding the bandwagon right? In fairness talaga sa movie minus the gays with no ethics and the people in the same cinema as I am who were screaming with kilig-ness, the movie was great.

• In terms of camera shots, camera angles and the quality of the film. I didn't like the musicality though, di akma yung ibang songs for certain scenes.
  

Random ramblings:

• Now I know why they like Edward. Creepy lang niya tumingin. Stalker-much?
• What's it like to be guarded by someone or something while you sleep? Creepy or sweet? Hahaha!
  
• I have to study muna for Pol-Dy. Rawr!
• Christmas oh Christmas...
  

Holiday Rush

Grabe. Ang dameng may wish list. Ako rin! Haha! While waiting for my U-Lead to finish downloading (I do hope it's virus-free or else I'm doomed), I will be writing my wish list for the upcoming holidays thank you very much.

Disclaimer: What you're about to read is something out of the blue. Biglaan lang to.

1. I wish to have a chat with Corona Boy. *Yung long and serious ha* Hahaha! In my dreams na lang ata siguro itong wish na ito. This really fits the "wish" in wish lists.

2. Head set for my phone.

3. Mango Bravo or Brownies from Conti's. I'm starving.

4. Parehas kami ni Karen, I wish for that planner found in Fullybooked. I hope it'll change my life when I buy it. (Or maybe you can, the one who's reading this) Haha!

5. A new Ipod. *Yung cute and hot pink para malandi. Haha!*

6. A DLSR. Canon EOS 450D anyone?

7. A special notebook where I can doodle stuff and write school stuff on. Kahit ano basta girly and posh yung dating :)

8. Cadbury, Toblerone, or white Kitkat.

9. High-waist pants and shorts *Wish ko rin to have the courage to wear shorts 'pag umaalis*

10. A cute pair of slippers ;) Kahit banana peel lang basta cute ayos na :)

11. A pair of crocs for school.

12. Hip-hoppy jackets with hood.

13. A statement shirt.

14. Bigger RAM for my desktop.

15. A 16-gig memory card for my camera.

16. A small pouch for my cellphones.

17. A unique lanyard.

18. Eat at Conti's with my college friends. =)

19. Chips Ahoy or Oreo

20. I still want that bag pack from Artwork though. PINKKK!

->This is my wish list as of the moment. I will update soon :)

Of Realizations, Time and Change

Despite the fact that there are piles of stuff to be done for tomorrow (or perhaps for the week), I chose to write something sensible here. How I missed writing. Ever since the year 2008 came, I've been too preoccupied with things that I thought I already left behind in high school. Sabi ko pa non, iiwan ko na ang pagiging busy. Pagdating ko ng college, chill lang. But I guess there are things left unsaid. I think it's better that way so I won't end up eating my words. I'm not complaining, I love what I do and I enjoy what I do. Although it's tiring, and this time I can't say that only at times, but all the time, I manage to get through the day.

How does one manage his or her time? 24 hours a day is not enough. I hope there's something that could extend the hours in a day. Something that would make one finish everything he or she has to do.

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Strolling alone inside a mall made me realize a lot of things lately. Masaya pala mamasyal mag-isa. You don't have to wait for people when you're walking, no worries if your buddy is already tired or hungry and lastly, it gives you more time to think and clear your mind. I've been doing that for several times already.

Narealize ko na ang bilis bilis ng panahon. Ang bilis ng lahat. Maraming changes na naganap. People changed, our appearances slightly changed, our weight definitely changed!, feelings changed, attitudes changed and so on. The only one I know who hasn't changed is the Philippines which is practically drowning with issues and lame government officials. It's sad when I think about these changes though I try to think about them as positive ones. Maybe I just have to accept the fact that no one can stay the same forever. Hilarious thought, I know.

Maybe I should just be happy and get on with life.
Life is clever, we just have to be more clever.

Oh well. Back to work. *Thanks Blogging fairy.*

Bakit wala akong maisulat?

Ayaw gumana ng neurons ko.

Kailangan ko makaisip ng matinong thesis proposal.

Pero bakit hindi pa rin ako makapag-isip.

Something's not right, may kulang.

Nakita ko siya nung isang araw. Kunwari wala ako nakita. Hahaha. Biglang nagflash back ang mga nangyari nung isang taon. Grabe. One year na pala noh. Bilis.

Kailangan ko ng kaayusan sa pag-iisip.

HELP!

Kailangan ko mag-update.

Nyay. Ang tamad.

The Blogging Fairy did not visit me this sem break.

Malapit na naman pumasok.

Hay.