Here we Go Again
Being bombarded with school work and school activities ain't that much exciting anymore, though it gives me blood rush. But this is not because of excitement - but because of stress. There are a lot of non-school days this month but those aren't enough as compared to the amount of work our professors are giving us. They think we're robots - able to multi-task. Haha. But we're not. We do not take orders without asking, we complain, we stress, we're humans.
My planner arrived last Wednesday and I'm looking forward to a fruitful year with it. I hope all my plans and my thoughts be organized - immediately. Too many distractions are present whenever I want to be productive. Curse you plurk and your karma! HAHA! I admire Julie for deleting hers.
Important things that needs to be done ASAP:
- Study for prelims (Adver, Spanish, Pol-Dy and Literature)
- Research slash Thesis
- Schedule Photo/Video Shoot for A-Cause-Tic bands
- Edit AVP for Scarlet A-Cause-Tic
- Schedule and brainstorm for Adspeak entry
- Practice for Theater Arts prelims
- Make Advertising Media plan for "teleportation" - what the hell?! Is this even possible?
- Write the creative paper for Litetature
Blogging will no longer be lengthy due to work overload. Oh college life - you give me a hard time. I have no freedom @_@
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Now I'm contemplating on what to write on that creative paper. Miss G told us to write about our personal Journey of sharing about something that you lost. She told us to think about our own
dark wood of error and start on this and ask ourselves why we lost that someone. Talk about loosing your true love. I haven't really experienced falling in love - and definitely I haven't found my true love yet. (Or so I think)
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Sa aking Munimuni....I was wondering if I could write about
you. But how can you lose something that hasn't even began yet? Does it still count? And I don't think it's over.
Kasi nga di pa naguumpisa. Paano matatapos ang isang bagay na hindi naman nabigyan ng pagkakataon para masubukan. It's too complicated, when I start to think about it. When I talk to
you, you never fail to give me head ache on what had happen between us.
Para ka kasing palitaw, lulubog, lilitaw. But the real question here is that: was their really something between us? Or was it all a joke? Or are you still asking me why I acted like that?
Ang gulo right? Parang friendster, it's complicated.This is one of the reasons why I drown myself to school activities - to avoid situations like this. This is hard. Even harder than deciding where to eat during vacant hours in school. I'm really not ready to be caught up in situations like this. I can't always fix things. I can't always decide what's best for other people. Most especially, I can't handle emotional stress.
Now, will I still write about
you? I'll think about it.
*Sabog na entry, hello stress 2009!*
Letters from Mangkujiwo and 3CA1 ;)
