Under a Spell
I now officially declare that I have all the time in the world, at least for the next few more days. Effective until November 11 of this weird year of 2009.
Blogging and I are back in each other's arms. I miss how I would write even the smallest details of how my day went a couple years back. Now, I'm lucky enough to post something here mostly complaining of how tough school is and how it has taken over my life.
After months of being busy, well, I will still be busy this coming semester, I'm taking this opportunity to write my heart out just for the sake of it. I've been watching movies online and so far I've finished Jennifer's Body which I find very amusing and 500 days of Summer which I find okay. I was expecting a bit more "kilig" factor in the movie but the film made me realize a lot of things and these realizations goes something like this:
I'm wondering why am I under this stupid spell of yours and I can't seem to get over you. How stupid and lame can I get? Things have become complicated and I no longer intend to make things more messy than it already is.
What have I gotten myself into? Am I under a spell that needs a reverse potion or a chant to make it wear off? For the past few months, I've been saying things to myself contrary to what I feel. But at the end of the day, is everything worth it? At the end of the day, what do I get? Do I win? Or do I go home empty handed?
I guess my realizations were more of questions rather than statements. This sucks. I totally forgot my beliefs. It's funny how this kind of feeling often get people like me to even allot time to write or even care about it. One thing I've learned, people can't always be happy, that's for sure. Maybe that's how things are supposed to be. Life ain't complete without heartaches and pain.
I just hope sooner or later (sooner would be better though), this spell wears off so I can go on without the heavy feeling inside of me and I can go and find my "Autumn" like Tom in the movie 500 Days of Summer.
I'd be going to Batangas tomorrow with my sister and her family. Finally, an escape from all this city's misery. Hopefully when I come back, I will have interesting stories to tell.
I now officially declare that I have all the time in the world, at least for the next few more days. Effective until November 11 of this weird year of 2009.
Blogging and I are back in each other's arms. I miss how I would write even the smallest details of how my day went a couple years back. Now, I'm lucky enough to post something here mostly complaining of how tough school is and how it has taken over my life.
After months of being busy, well, I will still be busy this coming semester, I'm taking this opportunity to write my heart out just for the sake of it. I've been watching movies online and so far I've finished Jennifer's Body which I find very amusing and 500 days of Summer which I find okay. I was expecting a bit more "kilig" factor in the movie but the film made me realize a lot of things and these realizations goes something like this:
I'm wondering why am I under this stupid spell of yours and I can't seem to get over you. How stupid and lame can I get? Things have become complicated and I no longer intend to make things more messy than it already is.
What have I gotten myself into? Am I under a spell that needs a reverse potion or a chant to make it wear off? For the past few months, I've been saying things to myself contrary to what I feel. But at the end of the day, is everything worth it? At the end of the day, what do I get? Do I win? Or do I go home empty handed?
I guess my realizations were more of questions rather than statements. This sucks. I totally forgot my beliefs. It's funny how this kind of feeling often get people like me to even allot time to write or even care about it. One thing I've learned, people can't always be happy, that's for sure. Maybe that's how things are supposed to be. Life ain't complete without heartaches and pain.
I just hope sooner or later (sooner would be better though), this spell wears off so I can go on without the heavy feeling inside of me and I can go and find my "Autumn" like Tom in the movie 500 Days of Summer.
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I'd be going to Batangas tomorrow with my sister and her family. Finally, an escape from all this city's misery. Hopefully when I come back, I will have interesting stories to tell.
